I been taking my boyfriend from college and we talk about what we are going to do when we see each other again. Last night I sent him this at the end of our conversation
One more thing. I have unfinished business with you that I plan on finishing. Nobody’s gonna get in the way. It’s you and me. Ready to take me on???¿
This is what I sent Art last night. It sounds like I’m a stalker. If I were him, I would be running and not look back. I loose all my brains when it comes to him. I can’t make him believe that I am a different person who wants to do all the things he wants to do.
So I tried to explain what I meant and it came out like this.
I want to explain what I meant. Back then let people tell me what to do. When the preacher threatened me, it scared me. From then on, I pretended not to care but I did. You moved away and things happened. Life happened but in the back of my mind, I have always wanted to see you again and be with you like I should have then. That’s what I meant by “unfinished business”.
That says I’ve been planning on getting together with him for a long time which is even freakier. I can’t loose him because I’m a freak. I need help.